Hey guys. Very long time lurker here. Long post :S I just emptied everything here. Sorry if I posted in the wrong way for any reason.
If you have the time; I'm just asking for some advice here, relationship stuff. Thanks. I know I'm know I'm not a model but, as a small thank you, I included some pics. Some me (no face) and the others are some other fav pics I've saved from here.
Need some help don't know what to do and I wanna have different points of view because I'm going crazy.
I have a boyfriend. Intimacy is the only thing that doesn't work for me in the relationship. Haven't fucked in months. For me to be able to say "months" *with* a boyfriend is terrifying.
I ALWAYS want to do something: fuck, jackoff, suck. In other words, I'm always horny. We have jacked off or sucked each other like once every 2 weeks. However, on those occasions, I was the one who started it all. Always. If it weren't for that, we wouldn't have done anything.
We've been a year together, and it feels like a bunch of yrs. I feel like I'm 70 or something. My sexual-drive/libido has gone WAY down because of what I mentioned above and the things I'll mention after this. I used to spend my time here on bara boards and other sites jacking off when I was young (14 until 25 yrs) pretty much every day or almost. I'm 27 now and right now I see hot men in here or the self pic dick thread and I swear I feel like if i had erectile dysfunction. Yes everyone's hot but I don't feel horny I don't know. This all came after the relationship.
I don't feel like my partner wants me. It's like he barely tries to make the effort to start sex or to follow it if I start it. Sometimes we're just laying around and if I touch him to joke a bit (or tease him) he stopsPost too long. Click here to view the full text.